Sense of attachment

Is it really true that i communicate better with foreigners as compare to singaporeans?

Well it does appear so..since i am kinda hyper active talkative around the finnish's sisters...I don't know whether is it a good thing..but well...erm.. i wouldn't mind having the talent to converse freely with foreigners rather than local singas!

Why do i say that...well its not becos i dislike my own kinda...nor do i think its because foreigners are cool...its just because.... i get the feeling that if i were to talk to a singaporean...they will like...erm...ignore me...or...brush me off as someone who wanna pick them up and then they will scrutinise you from the top to the bottom to make sure you are good enough for them..before they reciprocate. yes...thats singas..

You must be thinking...nah...i am being stereotyping...well no i ain't...and i am talking about general girls in singapore...not all of them...oh yah...one more thing...althought the finnish sisters are rich...they don't act like spoilt biatch..throwing their tantrum whenever they like it...like some singas...damn! i really hate that man...

Its like i only made a comment about her..and she starts rattling off like i insulted her whole god freaking family! no i didnt...i just said what i though of her...and she push her red button firing all her missiles saying i ain't sensitive enough...not going to talk to me anymore...blah blah blah...you know...i don't even care...comeon...if you are looking for an apologize...you can go look for that word in a DICKTIONARY..because i am deffinately not going to say that to you! speak to my dick sloot! Crazy lady...no wonder she is a fusking vrigin..


Me insensitive...inconsiderate?... yeah right...yah...maybe i was inconsiderate for not painting you with cool nice comments saying how pretty and nice you are..blah blah blah...if you wanna hear that sorta comments...buy a recorder tape down all you wanna hear and keep playing it to yourself...biatch! damn!

Oh yah...i was also inconsiderate to not have satisfy your overwhelming thirst to get laid by me...sorry...but I can't force myself to do that kinda thing...to my own body...it will be too horrible for my p_niece to take it down there.

Ok enough of crazy girl...

Back to finnish...anyway i think i finally know whats true friendship about...seriously...i neevr even dream of sleeping with the finnish...no way...yes its true!!! i have never fantasize about them...nope...never got hard thinking of them...never wank myself after i meet up with them....nothing i am clean! weird isn't it....erm...so is this true friendship? if it is...i totally like that expeirence...cool...damn...i am addicted to the finnish's sister! they are like an hyper addictive drug...and once you are stuck with it you are stuck with it..

I totally don't feel like leaving whenever i meet up with them...even though i know...damn if i don't leave now..i will have to take a midnight cab home and it isn't going to be cheap...or if i don't leave now i will have lack of sleep and eventually die the next day at work! yeap yeap...even with all those thoughts up in my head..i still didn't leave them...because i can't bare to not be by their side talking to them...and asking question about each other...yes...thats how it is...damn!

Well they did say my eye's were attractive so..yah! well it kinda boost my ego by bit...well okie..more than a bit...by lots...i mean no way said i have nice cool eyes before...so yeap..its cool!...

So everytime i leave them..its feels like i am never going to see them again...and i don't want that to happen! i would love to be by their side everynow and then...its really fun...well...i guess its because...everything seeems new to us...its like a boy with new toy...

Thats how i am feeling now..i just wanna be with the toy more often then i am allowed to be....yeap..thats how it is....anyway binwen is being branded as a quiet and shy guy! no way people...and i am the talkative one...while jerry is the...erm...mature one? the one that thinks lots...like the brain of us 3...

To totlaly sum it up..it just mean i am the fun one...the rest are nice people.....