Daily post of a married man loving a married woman

Last night when she mention that He has something on this coming sat night, i suggested that we can meet up. But immediately she asked wouldnt it be weird that when he goes out she goes out too?

I mean seriously? now its like she belongs entire to him already? When he is out on a sat which is suppose to be their day she cant go out because she has to stay home and wait for him?

Upon hearing it i was kinda depress, because when we are together she will never say things like that. She will always plan for events when i am unable to meet her. So why is it now that she thinks its not very nice that when HE is not free for her it will be better that she stay home? And it wouldnt be nice that IF HE goes out she cant go out because SAT is their DAY?

Oh man... i feel so unjust...but regardless Love is indeed nothing but pain.

I feel so pain but i dont know what to do..but recently i have been feeling much better because i think i start to care less and not think so much. It really is much easier if i think she is married and we are just having an affair and its just a HAPPY relationship.