Mentality of a Man who can't get over his ex

I love her so much yet I can't be with her and she insist on being with another guy whom she thinks can give her a complete family.

I keep thinking what stage are they at right now, have they done it. If they have, then what stage are they at? Do they do crazy stuff too? Is he frenching her and putting his hands underneath her top and grabbing her boobs? Is he going underneath her skirt making her wet and horny? Is she grabbing her dick too?

I keep having all these scenarios in my head that i can't seems to get it out. I cant move on, love hurts so badly.

I wish i was never in love, but I felt so happy when I know she love me too. This is so confusing.

I am no longer her priority, I am now just a backup when she doesn't have to accompany her bf then she will spend time with me. On special occasion she would want to spend time with her bf and not me. Why has everything changed? Why does it have to change? Why does this hurt so much? Why can't i just move on and without feeling all these pain?

I just found out that, they had french a few days back and they done light petting..meaning no fingering but just stroking of the vagina and grabbing of the boobss...but i aint sure if it includes fondling of the nipples or maybe pinching it? Well she did said that she told him she aint comfortable with him touching her private part but i guess the boobs and nipples still continues..

And i wonder if she moans when he touches her? If she does it means she is enjoying it too right?

Today is their 1 month anniversary and he is going to cook dinner for her. Which means she would be going to his place. And lying on his bed and boy oh boy do we see whats going to happen next..

Think they might just be doing it for the first time tonight too. I mean it will eventually happen right? Who am i to stop them? She did mention that she will be going over to his place more often than before now.

She is wearing a really cute dress today and i am guessing that HE likes her to be sweet thats why she is dressing up for him. She is always sexy for me..but i guess things have to change it have to change.

Why should i care right? As long she still is sexy for me....but i think she also look good wearing cute dress and looking sweet...Ohhh i still love her soo much

Why do i allow someone to carress her boobs, nipples, stroke her pussy and probably finger her too...And If she enjoys it too....argh....I can think about it anymore...I got to stop for me...