The difference

well... i was thinking and brainstorming about whats this thing that i am feeling when i am with alex that i didn't get with local girls...

Well i thought it was the height...the looks...the eyes or how other view us when we are holding hands...erm...nah its none of the above...

its not that superficial...its something else...something that i didn't get from girls i dated before...

Anyway i kinda figure it out on the last day alex was in singapore...by the way she already left...so does our relationship...anyway...alex is probably the ONLY girl that i didn't recieve crap from! The only girl i didn't get tantrums from!

well you can say that...maybe I didn't spend enough time with her!...well...maybe..but i once know this girl like 1 week and guess what i recieve more crap than i recieve in a day as compare to 2 weeks with alex..yup.....statisics are true!

well i won't say all the girls are full of crap!!...sharon isn't one of them...wait...maybe sometimes she is...but i was pretty full of crap myself that time...so we kinda call it quits or at least i call it quits...but whatever it doesn't really matter now.

Oh by the way jerry was like...saying its good that i broke of with sharon or else...i would have broken more cupboards during army...and yah...thats all..

back to where i was...okie...so i was saying i didn't get the feeling that alex was in a bad mood or she is being unreasonable or anything like that...its like she didn't need or expect em to pamper her everynow and then...like most local girls would have expected...

I eman i bet all girls wants that...but she didn't show it to me that strongly...and guess what that makes me wanna pamper her and love her even more..!! so its kinda like...the more u wan something the more you ain't gonnna get it!

Anyway this whole thing just reminds me of singaporean vitun dog...that is totally unresonable...okie bad mood now...night