I crack under pressure
Now now now...TOday something really funny and worrying happened to me! I am a guy who ain't really adaptable to changes! or should i say sudden changes! damn!
Today i made a fool out of myself at work...its like i suddenly went blank when i did something that is totally different from what i normally do...it only means my brain is so straight forward that i can't really twist and turn like other street smarter guys!
Does it mean i am more of a worker than a leader? welll...most proabbly...am i able to change that? hopefully... I thought i have changed for the better but...today's test prove that i still have a long way to go...i can't seems to calm myself down during adverse situation. I can't really think on my feet... I am not that kinda guy who is quick at solving problems...i am those who needs to take his/her time to go through every thing and i don't think i can work under stress! Its like i can't perform well in bed when i am under huge pressure.
What kinda pressure? well...for example..you think the girl ain't impress with you...Or you thought she doesn't like doing it with you...or worst of al she thinks you are too small! thats the worst thing a girl could say to a guy! i mean! comeon!! we have huge egos here!! so...its not right for a girl to hurt a guy like that!
Well you might be thinking...a guy could say a girl has small one too...well...i mean...if you think about it...the smaller it is...the tighter it should be so...i don't see it as an insult unless you are talking about the smaller...upper body...well...now thats a pretty sensitve thing to say to a girl...however...nowadays...girls with small assets do have their market value!
I ain't kidding...more and more guys are wanting to go for smaller assets, easy to have control over and probably fetish! But i doubt there will be a market for a guys small tool.... i mean..well lets put it this way...ladies don't really like guys to have more fingers than neccesary. A thumb at a male's lower part of the body is a strictly no no...
Ok...where was I?...well...yah...i was talking about stress and me not being very good at handling them....yes i shoot/breakdown easily when under stress....depending on the situation.
So...i do hope i can't change all this...what i lack is deffinately confidence. So i just need to build up on that level of confidence i should probably be fine! I love the word probably.
Today i made a fool out of myself at work...its like i suddenly went blank when i did something that is totally different from what i normally do...it only means my brain is so straight forward that i can't really twist and turn like other street smarter guys!
Does it mean i am more of a worker than a leader? welll...most proabbly...am i able to change that? hopefully... I thought i have changed for the better but...today's test prove that i still have a long way to go...i can't seems to calm myself down during adverse situation. I can't really think on my feet... I am not that kinda guy who is quick at solving problems...i am those who needs to take his/her time to go through every thing and i don't think i can work under stress! Its like i can't perform well in bed when i am under huge pressure.
What kinda pressure? well...for example..you think the girl ain't impress with you...Or you thought she doesn't like doing it with you...or worst of al she thinks you are too small! thats the worst thing a girl could say to a guy! i mean! comeon!! we have huge egos here!! so...its not right for a girl to hurt a guy like that!
Well you might be thinking...a guy could say a girl has small one too...well...i mean...if you think about it...the smaller it is...the tighter it should be so...i don't see it as an insult unless you are talking about the smaller...upper body...well...now thats a pretty sensitve thing to say to a girl...however...nowadays...girls with small assets do have their market value!
I ain't kidding...more and more guys are wanting to go for smaller assets, easy to have control over and probably fetish! But i doubt there will be a market for a guys small tool.... i mean..well lets put it this way...ladies don't really like guys to have more fingers than neccesary. A thumb at a male's lower part of the body is a strictly no no...
Ok...where was I?...well...yah...i was talking about stress and me not being very good at handling them....yes i shoot/breakdown easily when under stress....depending on the situation.
So...i do hope i can't change all this...what i lack is deffinately confidence. So i just need to build up on that level of confidence i should probably be fine! I love the word probably.
posted by limchunmeng at 11:16 PM
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