girl on train

today i saw this girl on the train twice on 2 different days...then i was thinking...maybe its fate...damn! i should approach and tell her what i think about us...but then...it came to my mind...erm...what if she totally ignore me or said something mean to me...i will be the laughing stock of the train and boy am i going to let myself drown in a train full of misery...no way!!...then as i was having a war within myself on whether to approach her....she left the train...damn damn damn!!
now i will never get a chance to see her again...i mean she gave me 2 chances and i blew it....vittu! i hope she give me another chance...i will not post this on friendster where alex can see it...cause she will think i am being an arsehole and hate me...which is not something i would want to...so i will end my post now...