selfless

She didn't want me to suffer. She wanted me to be well and care for me but yet she is not willing to undertake the pressure if I be with her...

I have no idea what is she talking about.. She wants what's the best for me yet she not willing to be with me. And she made me stay with someone whom I probably have no feelings with anymore.

And she tells me to think of what's best for her. So who's being selfish here? I really don't know. Hse is getting the best of both worlds while I am stuck in an endless cycle of suffering. And I still have to pretend to be happy when I am with her.

One fine day I will just break down and call it quits. Quits to life itself.

I hate love. It hurts.