Thursday, January 03, 2008

A really sad story that got me crying...

This is one sad story...

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This guy being in a relationship with this girl for 6 months....realise he couldn't commit to this relationship no longer....He had history of not being to commit to any single relationship for years and to him this one is no different...

But he didn't want to break off with the girl just as problems starts to crop up for her...thus the breaking off is being held back time after time...however it finally came to a point that...its too much for the guy to handle and he decided its really time to break the news to the girl...

He knows there ain't going to be a future in this relationship...well deep down...the guy doesn't really know whats love... he have no idea if he is in love or neither does he knows how is falling in love like. He just know that he ain't going to be like his dad...who left the family for another woman due to commitment problems...

Seeing his mum being depress over that...he totally lose faith in marriage...and knowing he doesn't want to end up like his dad and hurt some other woman...he decides not to get into a long term relationship unless he felt...he is ready to commit....unless he feels the urge to not flirt with another girl...

Somehow he felt it with this girl he knew at the beginning but as time passes the feeling fade like smoke in the air...he started to doubt his ability to commit again...and again...being reminded by his parents relationship...he decides to break up with the girl...

On the day he finally break off with the girl...she couldn't accept the fact that it happen out of the blue...however to the guy...it had already happen long ago.... being mean to the girl was the only thing he could say to get her to accept the fact that the he was a jerk...

However, the girl being so in love with the guy couldn't accept the fact knowing that the guy really wants her to let go...decides to let it go just for the guy.

After the breakup...the guy felt this sense of relieve in the beginning... thinking he made the right decision decides to go party with his friends....but as the night goes deeper...he felt uneasy...flashes back of his relationship starts to surface before him..

Every little things seems to remind him of the girl...simple things like...phrase she used to said...clumsy but cute actions she used to do....every single bit of this resurface like dolphins popping out of the water for air.

At times he even want to tell his friends..stuff like " my girl use to do that too"...but he held back...cause he fear losing his pride in front of his friends as they knew about him breaking up with the girl...and him being rather adamant about breaking up.

Well even thou all these memories flashes before him...he eventually forget about it...and the night just died with the next incoming day...

Everything seems to be fine for the next few days..the constant popping of memories subside..but did not stop completely...bits and pieces still appear before him.

Couple of days have pass by and suddenly the girl called...thinking that they are still friends regardless of the breaking up he picked up the phone. The girl asked him out...in order to pass him some stuff...at first the guy was rather skeptical...as in..thinking the girl might want to return him all the stuff he gave her...

But the girl was rather firm that it wasn't that case and she just wanted to pass him some stuff.. The guy being unsure dragged for a couple of days and finally decides that it wouldn't do him any harm if he would just go down and grab the stuff from her..

The meeting was on a drizzling night and the guy drove down to the girls place to collect the gifts..When they both met..there were bit of awkwardness in the air..but everything seems smooth with the guy accepting the gifts from the girl in a paper bag...not wanting to see what is it in front of the girl only knowing its a book..the guy bid the girl farewell and drove off heading to the office to do some last minute work.

Upon reaching the office...the guy carry on with his work...and after he is done he saw the bag and decides to take it out and starts to read it...

To his surprise, its a book or diary about how the both of them started and things that happened throughout the entire relationship...

Trips they went together as a couple overseas, suppers they had together late nights...all the fun and wonderful happy moments they spent together are all capture in this tiny little black book....

Upon flipping the book seeing all the cute pics of them together..the guy smile...and then started to laugh....and eventually started crying...all the beautiful memories and times they spent together starts to resurface again...this time the memories flew out like birds being set free from cages....he could feel it...as if he is reliving the moment...the entire office seems to have turn into a mini movie theater with moments from their relationship flashes before his eyes through a projector.

The book was prepared by the girl way before the breaking up and the girl wanted to record all the beautiful moments and present it to the guy onces its filled up...with the sudden breakup...the book wasn't complete but knowing there wouldn't going to be anymore lovely memories to be added on...she has no choice but to reluctantly end the book and present the book to the guy earlier.

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The book ended with 2 letters attached to the middle of it where it all finally ends...Letter reads, "Knowing all our happy memories have to finally come to an end at this is very page makes me wanna cry...this would probably be my last gift to you. Hope you will like it...and thanks for being with me, I will always love you...."

The guy couldn't hold back his tears any longer broke down crying....tears dripping on the pages of the book smudging the ink that records their beautiful moments...

He couldn't believe he is making this mistake of ruining this perfect relationship just because he fear not being able to provide the girl with the same commitment his dad failed to give his mum..

He decides to drive down and apologize to the girl....getting into his car...and driving towards the direction of the girl's house...

The slight drizzle turns into a heavy shower by the time the guy got out of the office...as he is driving...the radio was playing the song "Apologize by Timberland feat One Republic"...The song started slowly...and suddenly the tire of the guys car which previously already had a small hole suddenly burst...swerving the car out of its lane and smash into a tree by the road side....

At the moment of impact...the guy was regretting all the things he said to the girl...and the chorus of the song begins, singing.."Its too late to apologize.........its too late......"

With the crash....the guy wasn't being able to even apologize to the girl...that could have been the love of his life......the story ends with the same song that the radio was playing that night....." its too late to apologize....its too late...."

I am not sure if you find it sad...as i kinda stop tearing after i finish typing it...hope you guys can still feel the sadness i am feeling thinking and writing this story....

Well here is another alternate ending for those who prefer the guy not to die...

With the hurt already inflicted upon the girl...its just too late to apologize....the girl has already gave up on the love that once provided her with beautiful memories the moment she presents the book with all of those in it.

(P.S. I ain't the guy)

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