Thursday, March 06, 2008

Travel alone!

My dream of traveling alone would eventually be coming through...its probably a way of growing up....but i fear for the worst..

Seriously...my life ain't been to the bottom of the pit and like they say...if you haven't been to the worst you ain't gonna bounce back...actually i don't know who said those words...but i just thought of it.

Traveling alone is just one step of venturing into the unknown...the second step would be venturing into the unknown and getting hurt big time....if i survive this trip..i am sure i will be return a better man...

Better in terms of what? ain't sure...but...i mean...if its really the bottom of the pit i am sure it can't get any worst than that right? so anything slightly better than the worst is definitely better.

Now how worst can it get...well i ain't sure...actually...i have having great expectation from this trip...i don't really consider it being a learning experience....i am just giving another possibility that it might be going the other direction instead of the one i am hoping for.

Its Murphy's law...what goes wrong can goes wrong...so you never know....i am expecting a 80% probability of fun and 20% of worst case scenario.

They said love if not about possessing the person....but seeing the person happy.....i think that bullshit man....love is truly about possessing and being with the person and making everything possible to make the person you love happy....and that exclude giving her away...

Think about it...if you are letting her go...then...you are sending her into the unknown...what makes you think the other guy will be nice to her? I mean are you that guy? well you don't know that for sure...

Well but there is always an exception....that is...if she doesn't love you at all...then it really make sense to not irritate her....stop being a nuisance and bug off...no one likes a bugger! Especially one that doesn't get the hint...

Anyway slight derail there....talking about my travel alone. TO BE HONEST i hope the 20% doesn't....pessimism strikes when least expected.

Pray...!! wait i don't believe in god....but still i will pray......!

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