IN school and IN fatuated with a girl in school!

I realise i don't really have any friends in school...well not sure if its a bad thing..i mean...it kinda force me to study...cause i can't really study around friends...well not sure why...but tend to fool around instead of really studying..

WAit then again...i tend to fall asleeep when i am studying alone...damn...i can't study with or without friends...

But who needs more friends when i think i already have the best brathers....i mean...well you people might think its just sour grapes...like i ain't having lots of friends thats why i say i have enough friends and i do not need more....blah blah blah...

Yes i agree people doesn't wanna be my friend and it pissess me off cause i don't really like having no friends to make use of when i am in need....but there are times where i really prefer to be alone like now...unless its my brathers....

There are couple of people whom i dun mind just being with them...even though i am in my "leave me alone mood"....well only a couple of people...but seriously...no point mentioning...becos i dun wanna suck up to them...

Oh by the way...i saw my old army pics...and god bless me! i look so freaking fit...and when i look at myself now...i look like a freaking slob!! whats with this man! just 2 years and i am already out of shape!! this is so not happening to me...(i sound like a blonde)

By the way...i come to realise this girl in my class is kinda pretty...i mean...well she is vietnamese...which i am interested in...not the nationality but.. dating foreigners would always be cool...rather than boring singaporean...

Well she has to be rich since she is studying here...but thats not the main factor...well...actually from the very beginning i found her to be rather appealing..but somehow through the months..i lost interests in her...however these days when i looked at her....I don't sense any lust...well its a good thing cause then i will know...i am into this girl...

She is pretty...smart and...has a good figure...well...probably behave slightly like a boy...but its okie..i mean at least she still dress like a girl...which is the most important aspect...of the hunt..

I am starting to get mesmerizing by her...gosh....everytime i look at her...i just have the urge to disregard the lecturer and stare at her......she is cute...looked chinese...speaks good english...nice B cup boobs...butt probably firm too...and wow...impressive resume...

By the way i think i fall in and out of love easily...which is a good thing that i am falling for her...cause she would be leaving singapore like...around june or july...? it would probably be around that time i start falling out...

Hopefully i can date her before CNY...so well erm...i can have something to look forward to in the year of rat...too bad she is celebrating CNY back in vietnam oh well...if not i could bring her to my brathers gathering and flaunt her...!! i am a show-off yes!

Its sad that every year i bring no one to his house...everyone is attached and yet every CNY i am single! what the hell is this..!! this year has to be different...maybe a social escort would make the difference...but then again i might have to give up on my cash...which isn't something i am willing to part with....so...it would be single for me again this year!

Back to my vietnamese girl from school...i think probably the first thing i would have to do would be to get her number...then would i be able to start smsing her...and then lay traps like how a dad would trap his son in the toilet so that every stroke of canned would be able to hit his target..

First step would be asked for number then! bless me lord...don't let me screw this up...or i would end up screwing other girls...which i am not interested in...! i wanna be pure!