The first time

This first time I met you..well i thought you hate me....I thought you wouldn't care less about what we do..so..well we didn't even think about approaching and starting a conversation..

The first time...I was introduced to you..well i thought you really hate me and you really couldn't care less about my name. And i thought you really thought we are like jerks who just looking for one night stand..

I first time i sit down and really had a conversation with you...I thought you find me boring and didn't waant to talk to me as I didn't interest you at all..so..well I tried harder to make you laugh...but...to no avial..

The first time i went to your house...I was super duper excited...but i acted as if i am tired...actually i am kinda tired...but i just didn't want to act as if i am too excited and all...I tried to make conversation and have fun with you...and..well...it didn't came out the way i wanted it to be...

The first time we had fun...i had fun...It was also the first time i realise you had a fun side and you don't really hate me...yeah!!

The first time we were all asked to choose who we wanted to be with...I knew its gotta be you...well i don't know why...but the first thing that came to my mind was you..

The first time you stand over me and tried to lift me up from the floor...i knew...there is something going on....between us..i think...

The first time we watched movies and i didn't kiss you...i knew it was the greatest mistake iof my life and i turn out to totally regret it..

The first time you came to my house and we end up kissing...i knew it was going to be the happiest moment thats going to happen to me after sharon...And that kinda washed away the regret i had on wed which is also brenz birthday where we watched pirates of the carribbean.

The first time i held you hand...i knew..i wouldn't want to let it no no matter what..i rather let a car run me down then let go of your hands.

The first time i looked deeply in your eyes..i knew you have one of the prettiest eyes...i ever seen face to face..in fact i think you even have prettier eyes than some of the celebs...but to me...you had the best looking eyes..

The first time i had to send you off and realise its probably going to be the last time i will ever see you again...i thought to myself i will be able to get over it...but i was wrong...althought i was smiling...my heart was tearing plus all the upset moments combined.

The first time i woke up knowing you ain't going to be there for me anymore...i almost cried...but guys shouldn't cry that easily..so i didn't...instead i went to do lots of push up to get rid of all the saddness...and i had so much saddness in me that i hurt my arm while doing all the ridiculous amounts of pushes up.

The first time i fell in love with you i wanted it to be the last time i fall for anyone...

This isn't a poem...but if you think its a poem..then treat it as a poem...so..do you think i can have my own biography? probably will get better sales than cashley cole...the renegade asshley gold