Frustrations bottling up

Its really cruel of you....not even a sms...not even a reply...nothing...how could you even do that to me? damn!

I don't know if i should be worry upset or anything...it might even be dumb of me to get angry...well i ain't really angry just disappointed...even your sister made an effort to reply my sms....i mean...i give it to you that you are really busy..but too busy even for an sms? comeon! thats ridiculous...I don't really wanna talk about this anymore...

this totally ruin my day...my whole week and next week!! damn! argh!! when a guy is in super bad mood..its probably not wise to invest in any stock...cause you wil definatley be implusive just like me!

Oh..by the way...i totally give up on even...trying to smsing you and hoping to hear from you...its really dumb of me...i mean in the first place i already knew things like this doens't work yet i am still trying to give it a shot! damn! this is so embarrassing...cause i use to be the one dissing others about long distance relaionship and saying how impossible it is...yet i am the one falling for it! what the fusk! this is so wrong!!

what the fusk got into me? getting emotional and all...and getting pissed over everything...okie...i need to really get over it and cool down...probably...not coming online for a few days would really be a good antidote for me..

okie i need to go cool myself down and not get pissed off at this kinda sh!t again... no more dumb believing for me...i got to really growup of this kinda Sh!t...

damn i need to live like a tourist...if i can't get out of the country probably i will get out of the island and to a chalet...maybe alone or...the most with someone who is willing to spend time with me and hear me crap!

Jeryy sounds like a good candidate...well others include....i don't know...can't think of any people...beside jerry...but he seems busy with work too...probably will just go alone...like i am going swimming alone again...and probably stay home alone watching tv again...and probably...erm...be alone for the rest of next week!

I just need to be alone and live like a tourist alone...so much for sharing happiness!! who cares about your happy moments, if it doesn't even bothers them? I mean this is how pragmatic life is...come on think about it...if you can't experience the happy moment...i mean...why be happy over it? its just someone else being happy...its not you...so why even bother about listening to others happy story?

Seriously even thou they sound as if they are listening deep down they ain't really listen...they are just entertaining you...no one cares! It just about not making your friends upset by saying things like you don't really care..friends are just there not to share your happy moments...they are there so that they can saying thigns that you like to hear...thats how lifes is...people only want to hear good things even from their closet friends...there really isn't true friendship...

Everyone is really about their own gain...by making your friends happy...you kinda get their company and no one wanna get lonely...deep down everyone love to be love..thus...when you friend seems to be listening to your complains and all...think again...he/she might be just entertaining you without really listening to all your sh!t.

I just say what i feel and seriously if you don't like what i say...like i always said...don't read it...it doesn't kills to not click on the stupid link...i didn't force you to read this stupid crap and all...fusk you all!!

I saw my new colleague wearing a pink underwear today...cool...but she is just a young girl..and..there is no slots...

Girls who smokes totally doesn't attract me...but it doesn't mean we can't be friends... i am a man of my word jenna...no matter who pissed i am with this damn "relationship" or if its even considered a relationship...i will still get my ass to finland...one of these days...i may not be rich but i ain't going to break my fusking promise to a girl..so will be there even thou we ain't friends no more...but will be there..