The day the heart died!
The day you broke our promise..my heart's dead...
I still remember vividly how it went....you promise that you will meet meet me the next day...and i went home feeling happy and excited..as the thought of seeing you and spending time with you again....is priceless...
The very next day the moment i woke up....the main objective in my mind was to see you that night....i was so focus on seeing you that...no matter what happen i didn't care cause i know at night i would be able to see you again...
I even tried studying in the afternoon because i want to finish doing what i am suppose to do so i can spend more time with you...i went office and finish everything on the desk and even touch on stuff that i left it for quite some time...all due to the fact that i was so happy that i am going to see you at night that...nothing else really matters...
I was so happy that..i don't mind doing stuff that i didn't like doing...that was how happy i am...
I knew you are going to be late....i don't mind waiting till 3am in the morning....i was so tired from all the work...but yet i didn't dare to even close my eyes and fall asleep..the moment i feel like sleeping i will do some exercise or slap myself on the face...just to keep myself awake...and again...ALL these so that when you finally call me i will not miss your call and i will be able to see you again at night..
I even got you a gift...although its nothing expensive nor extravagant but its something i promise i will give it to you...and...i was so eagerly wanting to see whats your expression....can you imagine...someone who bought a gift and spend the entire night waiting for someone he/she likes?...and how depressing it is when that someone fail to even turn up?
This might sound rather dramatic...but it isn't...this is true...i didn't make up any part of these story... When the clock strikes 4am...i knew i ain't going to see you...at the fit of anger...i threw the gift i bought into a corner...
All i want from you was to spend time with me...and all i want was to share my happiness moment with you....and by seeing you would be the happiest moment that could happen to me...none of this is going to change anything now...in fact...like i said the heart i dead...the gift...will probably stay in that corner for years to come and i am guessing you wouldn't need it anymore...
An entire day of hope smashed at an instant...why give me hope? i would probably be better off without it..
I still remember vividly how it went....you promise that you will meet meet me the next day...and i went home feeling happy and excited..as the thought of seeing you and spending time with you again....is priceless...
The very next day the moment i woke up....the main objective in my mind was to see you that night....i was so focus on seeing you that...no matter what happen i didn't care cause i know at night i would be able to see you again...
I even tried studying in the afternoon because i want to finish doing what i am suppose to do so i can spend more time with you...i went office and finish everything on the desk and even touch on stuff that i left it for quite some time...all due to the fact that i was so happy that i am going to see you at night that...nothing else really matters...
I was so happy that..i don't mind doing stuff that i didn't like doing...that was how happy i am...
I knew you are going to be late....i don't mind waiting till 3am in the morning....i was so tired from all the work...but yet i didn't dare to even close my eyes and fall asleep..the moment i feel like sleeping i will do some exercise or slap myself on the face...just to keep myself awake...and again...ALL these so that when you finally call me i will not miss your call and i will be able to see you again at night..
I even got you a gift...although its nothing expensive nor extravagant but its something i promise i will give it to you...and...i was so eagerly wanting to see whats your expression....can you imagine...someone who bought a gift and spend the entire night waiting for someone he/she likes?...and how depressing it is when that someone fail to even turn up?
This might sound rather dramatic...but it isn't...this is true...i didn't make up any part of these story... When the clock strikes 4am...i knew i ain't going to see you...at the fit of anger...i threw the gift i bought into a corner...
All i want from you was to spend time with me...and all i want was to share my happiness moment with you....and by seeing you would be the happiest moment that could happen to me...none of this is going to change anything now...in fact...like i said the heart i dead...the gift...will probably stay in that corner for years to come and i am guessing you wouldn't need it anymore...
An entire day of hope smashed at an instant...why give me hope? i would probably be better off without it..
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