Hope you will cry when you read this

This is kinda one of the best plot i ever thought of...yes its another love story...but its kinda like a sad love story...

okie picture this...a couple who just gotten together...definately love each other lots...and both of them still studying...

The girls exam started before the guys one..and once after her papers...she starts her attachment at the hospital as a pharmacist....everything goes pretty well...she loves him and he loves her too...deeply that is...

But things started to happen...due to the guy having to prepare for his exams, he doesn't have much time for the girl...and at the same time..there is this doctor who kinda showed interest in the girl...and have been helping her with lots of stuff during her attachment..

now now...this doctor isn't really a bad guy...i mean he is just like the girl and thus doing sweet and nice stuff for the girl...

At first the girl didn't accept the doctor and constantly rejects his dinner offer, due to the fact that she really love her bf and wouldn't like to make him feel uncomfortable... BUT this doctor is really nice and kinda became the girl's best friend eventually....but still...she doesn't have any feelings for him...well okie maybe just a bit..

The guy starting to get bit suspicious and at the same time paraniod...i mean its a doctor after all...and the guy starting to treat the gf kinda coldly because he is kinda pissed...well its an ego kinda problem...most guys have it....hoping that the girl will coax him and make him feel better...

But because girls are girls they need guys to show them love constantly..and when her bf doesn't show her enough tender loving care she begins to think that maybe her bf doesn't love her anymore...or maybe not as much...

To make things worst she kinda develope some feelings for the doctor since he is always there for her regardless or at work or when she is down after quarreling with her bf.

One fine day, the doctor fell sick and couldn't report to work and the girl decided to go to his place and take care of him....just as a friend...nothing else...however...since she already has a slight feelings for the doc...just a little spark would be enough to bring it to the next level.. Now now...the girl well didn't betray the guy...she just happen stayed over at the doc's place to look after him...nothing else happen...(althought it might add spice to the story but then i don't really want the girl to be a bad person)

Now the guy kinda...found out about the girl staying over at the guys place...and they started quarrelling..and since the guy has always been suspicious...he assume that she slept with the doctor at his place...and due to the moment of rashness...they broke up...Well the girl kinda end up with the doctor and the guy.. alone..

Given that the couple broke up with a really bad note...none of them keep in contact with each other..... and couple of months passed by...the girl came to realise...the doctor is a really nice guy...but...he isn't the one she love most....deep down inside her heart...she still love the guy.... thus she finally confess to the doctor and broke up with him...

She then...tries to contact the guy by smsing him....but then there isn't any reply so she decided to call and still she couldn't get through as his number was no longer in service...she starting to wonder maybe he is avioding her at all cost thus he changes his number...

Last resort she called his house....and then....his mum broke the news to him....he is no longer around as the guy died in a car accident one month back.... The girl....was devastated...she immediately drop the phone and her knees to the floor....not knowing what to do tears started to flow down from her eyes....like a running tap...

She felt as if she had betray his trust and now she will never see him ever again...after she manage to calm herself down, she decides to go down and pay the guy a visit...to finally tell him...that he is still the one she loves most....but this time its going to be to the tomestone and not the person himself.

As she reached....the guy's mum was also there and she handled the girl...a necklace that the guy bought before he died...The mum told the girl that...the guy has been really upset after the breakup and has been working part-time so that he could save up enough money and buy this diamond necklace that the girl kinda liked....when they were still together.. And its the guys wish to be able to help the girl put on that necklace and asked for her forgivness....but even before the guy could present it to the girl....he met with an serious accident and died..

When he was knocked down by the car he was actually trying to catch the girls pic that flew out of his hands and onto the streets where he was knocked down by a speeding car....as the car crashed into him...he still held on to the girls pic tightly in his palms and did not let go even as he landed head first on the road...

After the girl know about the entire story...she knew she will not be able to love another guy because...she knew her love for the guy will never die....

Oh well its pretty much just a sketch but hope you guys who read it likes it...well its kinda like a touching sad love story..

Efforts put in doesn't equal results!

I sincerely think i am a rather possesive boyfriend...well okie maybe not possesive...i just demand lots of attention from my gf...which isn't a good thing...i mean come on..i alwaya tell my friend...well i don't really care what my gf do as long as she doesn't upset me...actually...its partly true....

I just want is attention from her....well call me a girl...but...i just am a person who needs lots of attention since i have been greatly deprieve of it since young...oh well...being my gf is gonna be tiring....

Things always happen at the wrong moment to screw my life up....we had all the time last year to move house and nothing happen...

Just as my exams are around the freaking corner...great we sold our place...looking for a new place and finally found the place...now moving...during my exams!! life is so screwed!!

When i had all the time in the world...no girl entered my life...just as my life is getting f-u-c-k-ed up...suddenly this girl appear....damn it!!

whats with my weird life....feeling really morbid life...sometimes....i keep thinking if i were to die at that very instance how many people will feel guilty that they mistreat me? will my ex be upset? will my girlfriends cry for me? will my current cry and be upset?

Probably all the above will not cry...i will just be forgotten after a few days....i mean...who the hell am i to them? just a boyfriend....who is just a phase of their life....i did not etched a memory deep enough for any of them to remember me for life.

I went to surprise my current today by buying her some stuff that she has been craving for since the past few days....all i wanted was to see a smile on her face and probably say "what a sweet boyfriend you are darling"...is that really too much to even ask?

I mean all i really want was my gf to express how happy she was at the moment...okie i won't say its the god damn sweetest anyone would have done...but...comeon...its an sweet effort...i deserve some credit than just a simple thank you. its so freaking disappointing when...you see no expression on her face or...the whole situation didn't turn out the way you expected it..

This is why...guys get tired of doing something sweet for their gf....they simply don't appreciate any sweet stuff the guy did...i mean....even if they were happy....they don't show...what...you think a guy should always do sweet stuff to make the gf happy? And it will kill you to acknowledge his effort by showing how you feel at that point in time?

Do you even know how disappointing it is..when you make an effort trying to brighten up someone's day and...ola!!...that person wasn't a least bit happy...or surprise...or even if she is...she doesn't show it....cool...i mean if you girls wanna be shy even to your boyfriend....this totally deter him from making an effort....i mean the sole purpose of a guy wanting to make such an effort was just to see a simple smile on the gf's face and make her happy...if none of that even happen...then whats the vittun point of even making such an effort...

To all the boyfriends out there who tried and got disappointed...i feel you all....i am sincerely...holding back now...why sink in too deep when you ain't getting the results you were expecting for...