Comparisions

i was watching a tv program and they talked about the process of manufactoring a bra...erm...they kinda compare it with building a suspension bridge...

REasons? they both have to cary huge amount of weight and to reduce the amount of vibrations that might lead to disastrous results. Thus...the purpose or one of the purpose of the bra and the suspension bridge is to minimize the amount of movement that cause from jogging or jumping.

I thought it was pretty funny...anyway being crappy doesn't get you girls...i learn it the hard way...thats why i have been single for too long...less crappy i will be...girls tend to relate crappy to unreliable..

I guess being too much of anything is not good...but..i doubt being too rich is a bad thing...but that is something i will never know..

One thing i still ain't able to let go is...embarrassment!! i can't afford or accept myself to be embarrass...i have no idea why...but its something that stopped me from doing lots of things..

Anyway i use to have a life..but..now its all gone..its ruin by the girl who left me..

I think till i fall in love i will forever have bad temper..since there is a saying that...true love could cure temper...not sure whether if its true...but it might be true...thus i guess...my parents didn't really find true love...but who cares..

my mum's birthday is coming and i am going to buy her a ipod shuffle...since she needs a mp3 player...but i have no idea what songs am i going to put in for her...ermmm...but one song will definately be inside that is my sis and i singing a birthday song for her!! yes that will do it...

my bet on the future is...don't hold too much dollar dominated assets..

The lonely planet

I tried skiing today and i suck at it...spent 35 bucks and got nothing...except tons of salt water in my mouth!! damn it!! this sucks big time!! i couldn't believe i can't even balance myself...thats sh!t!!!!

Anyway making friends really isn't my kinda thing..althought i did talked to this causcasian guy about the US economy and about the soon to come market crash...but still it wasn't that interesting!! don't get it wrong i was interested in the topic..but then...dunno what went wrong...i just co not know what else to say..

I realise this guy really know his stuff...he speaks like ryan too...which can be irritating...i mean..come on...he knows almost everything and there is no way i can talk to a guy like that...he will just drown me with all his knowledge!! but...i did manage to scoup some of his immerse knowledge...and hopefully i can be as good as him...this caucasian guy...

No wonder he is doing finance cause...he really know his stuff...i am impress yet....still i was bored! Anyway i think sometimes i can be irritating to others...they probably start thinking i am like a stalker with no friends...actaully i wouldn't say i am a stalker...but no friends yes.... kinda....its not that i have totally no friends..but all my friends have their own lifes...which is so seperate from mine...

It simply means...when i need them... they are no where to be found..not that he are avioding me..but they have their own stuff to do...their girlfriends..their work...and other stuff..i seriously ain't blaming no one here...but the thing is..i probably need to start looking for friends or a group of people with the same interest as me..which i do not know what it is...i personally loves team sports...i always envy those footballers on tv not becos they have tons of cash...but the fact that they can have fun with other footballers on the pitch and they train and have fun together...its like you get to share you happiness and sorrow...

Thats something i will never be able to do now...hopefully it will change..but i doubt so...i will going to lead a very lonely life for a very long time..with no one to share my problems with...not even happy moments...

Sometimes when i think of something funny and or i saw something...there is no one to call and tell them about the moments...i would look through my long list of contacts but..i will never know who to msg....i mean i wouldn't want them to think i am bothering their lifes by constanly messaging them...

There are a couple of people whom i will share some happy stuff with...but saddness..well NAH...no one wanna hear your sad story or your problems...they dun care...its okie to share funny stuff but...sad stories...they will probably just wish you kept it to yourself...

The very common replies when they hear your sad story would be...oh okie...then they change topic....like i say so many times...no one cares!

Isn't it sad when there is no one there to share your opinions and thoughts? well you must be thinking come on grow up stop being a baby and be more independant....and you might be right,...i maybe too pampered that i can't even survive being alone..

i can't being alone and no one there to share anything with me...i wanna be able to tell people funny stuff...i want to be able to laugh with someone when we both saw something cute or weird...but these will never happen..my social skills is really hitting rock bottom here..its definately not gravity defying

When can i be able to have my group of friends? a group that hang out together...a group that does everything together...i am a team player...or at least i wanna be inside a team.

No one will get to read all this shit becos...it will never be publish...i am just sharing how lonely i am living in a lonely neighbourhood with no one living near me! my life is full of hatrate and thats probably one thing that gets me going on and on...i will always be the first to die...none of you will die before me!! no one will ever see my tears!

I am totally a chicken

I totally have problems with pretty girls with nice legs and probably good figure.

I can't communicate properly when girls from above group talk to me. Seriously...heart pumped real fast and lips start to stick together and worst is...i start speaking baby languages...i totally can't understand my own fusking english!

Why is this happening? i am such a chicken..damn it! no wonder i keep attracting the wrong kinda girls...i can't be at my best form when i see the girls that appeal to me...damn it!

I seriously need to calm myself down when i see a girl from the above group approaching me...i seriously need to get my act and tongue together....okie..but if i can't get her tongue to be together with my tongue it will really be nice too..but how can someone do that when he can't even fusking speak properly!

Probably have to do some public speaking practice...but does public speaking helps a guy like me talk to girls from the above group properly? well i seriously ain't sure about that!

Oh my english sucks

Now now...people say..dying is a coward way of escaping from the problems of life and not facing the problems ahead.....well...i wonder...

I mean...i wouldn't say its escaping...but...it does take a certain amount of courage to even die..i mean...those people who said that dying is for cowards...but do they themselves have the courage to face death? And if they say something like...they ain't coward thats why they don't wanna die...well isn't that kinda like a way of escaping death...and isn't that kinda coward...if you look at it from a different angle?

People would also argue that...by living you are actually facing life and facing the unknown ahead of you...but by dying ain't you facing even a greater unknow? I mean by living you can actually predict or guess what might happen....not to the extent that you can predict the future...but there are lots of people who could give you advices on life...

However, when you die...you will have no idea where you are going? where you are heading? or even if there is really a life after death...So if you look it at a different angle...well by facing death...well...i wouldn't call these guys a coward...but...of course there will also be the reason for choosing death.. There are even reason for doing certain things being alive...so by doing certain things due to a certain reason actuallly render everything you do stupid.

For example....if you punch someone in the face just because you don't like his face...then thats a stupid reason...so it renders the whole punching thing a stupid idea...so regardless of the action, its the reason for doing it that concludes it a stupid thing.

Oh by the way, monday and fri is always going to be the day where couples meet up..its a must~!!

By the way...you think guys look at upskirt or down blouse just because we are pervert? okie maybe some of them are...but MOST of them did they will know how to prevent it...happening on their very own girlfriends or friends...At least i am one of them...I research on it...so i can know how to counter it and prevent it...like they say..prevention is better than cure.

And you must be thinking..well if you don't wear shortskirt it kinda solves the problem...no no...thats too extreme..its like saying to prevent aids..you should not have have s-e-x. But the thing is...all you have to do is not have casual or protected s-e-x...

So by strictly not wearin shortskirt is definately not a option. The option is...for guys like us to continue do research on it...specificly at cathay cineleisure...its the best place to do your research guys...trust me...

a post about everything

The movie "you me and dupree" didn't really touch me except for the very last part which almost made me cried...damn! NO joke...yes it touched me...not physically...and yes i almost cried...

The part which almost and i said almost made me cried is..the part when mr dupree took out his BM badge and show it to his pal...i mean thats a pal that will go the extra mile for his best friend. How many people will do a thing like that? come on lets be honest...i have made more friends that will just come to you when they really need you and will never do anything for you at all as compared to friends who will actually go the extra kilometres for you.

Okie that above sentance might be bit confusing...the thing is...there are lots of people out there who wouldn't even think of you when something good happen to them...they wouldn't asked you out for a drink when they are free...they wouldn't have done anything for you when you asked them for a favour and i know lots of people like this...BUT i wouldn't say the world is all clouded...i do have friends who will go the extra kilometre for you...people like adrian, CK, ben lee, jerry.....and some others...which i wouldn't mention their name since they wouldn't have read this post anyway so there is no point sucking up to them.

Anyway The thing is...dupree if there is really a guy out there...is really a nice buddy...although he can be too sticky...but the thing is...he went the extra mile!! he love his bridesmaid badge!

Oh but there was a moment when i was rather pissed with dupree and i kinda sided with his pal about the wife thing...as in dupree was getting too close with his pal's wife...althought i mean dupree has no evil intentions....i still think the guy has every reason to start letting his mind go the other way...Infact i was actually hoping his pal would just leave the house after the wife...well..kinda din't really treat him very nicely..

I would love to have breakfast with my love ones every morning...this has nothing to dow ith the movie...i was just having my night ceral with milk and cookies and it reminds me of the moment where i had this girl staying over my place and in the afternoon we had breakfast together...it was so beautiful...the moment and all..Isn't it great to have your love one waking up beside you and then you both have breakfast together...ceral with milk or orange juices!! i guess it will never happen to me for a very long time...thats why i am missing every moment of it..

one more thing that i would like to mention is...i realise..the girl you think is pretty would never think you are cute nor would ever like you....well okie maybe its only for me...and the girls who think you are cute...well you will most probably wouldn't have like them...

Then again...it might only be me....okie but if anyone of your do have this problem...do....shout out to me...so i would know i am not the only one..

One more thing...i finally see someone with a very nice long black hair flipping her long black hair like how they would do in the advertisment!!! oh my god!! its so pretty!! its like i always look at all these advertisment and i would think...those girls flipping their hair is impossible...no one would be able to do that....but then till the day when i saw this girl did it...oh my god!!! it was the moment for me for the past few weeks...i am not kidding...the sight is so pretty...but...the fact is she is kinda pretty too...

Her long black hair really is mesmerizing...the best part is she approach and talk to me...well she kinda only ask me for directions...which i was so shocked that i stammer..and told her i can't help her....damn...that was also the regret for the moment...after that...the action of her flipping her hair just keep flashing through my mind....i hope i can flash myself to her!! gosh...she is so pretty...beautiful...gorgeous...whatever nice word you can think of...its her...damn..

But like i say...according to my theory..or my individual experience...well...she will never liike me...its late i have to wake up early and do my tutorial...

This post is to ben lee...since he is the only one who will read this...since it will not be posted on friendster...cause...i no longer amuse me to irritate people on friendster.

OUR obligations

The haze....converting the whole sunny island to the genting highlands...isn't it cool....elevating the whole damn island and bring it to the clouds where it makes everyone leaving in singapore feel as if they are in heaven!

HEAVEN MY ASS!!! damn those idiots who keep burning their own backyard!! how dumb can one get? comeone people!! even a kid knows not to touch a fire after being burn once! but no...these people just don't learn...they just want to satisfy their immerse hunger of burning and clearing there land!

What can i say? seriously? should i compare them to the kids? well guess no...becuase it will really mean an insult to those kids out there who LEARN!

Okie maybe i too harsh...they are having a bad life and they need to clear their forest to earn some living for their family...yes i should be so mean and saying bad things like they are worst than idiots who eat shit!

I am wrong...we shall just all give in to them just because their government can't give them a better life. We should all just accommodate their selfish actions, since their governments are practically uselss and live in the land of the rising smokeS!

Its ok...so what if our kids have asthma? That is nothing compared to all those poor people leaving in the poor countries with poor governing. What is our coughing and lungs infection compared to all those poor people burning their land to earning a puny sum of money due to poor governing?

WE should just acommodate....since we are singaporeans...when they need help we should just donate...when they burn stuff and create air pollution we should just treat it as nothing has happen.....when they say we are helping them only because we will eventually benefit from it...we just have to smile and send them more help!

BEcause why? yes ...we are singaporeans..its only right that we recieve all the blame and its our obligations to help and their right to exercise our service..

oh by the way jerry told me he saw and ANG MOH begger and its a rare sight...well he is so right...i reply him with i saw a local chio bu and what a rare sight....

Whats worst?

Whats worst than dying?
easy not being able to die when you wanna die!

Whats worst than having no friends?
Thinking that you have friends!

Whats worst than having no money?
well nothing!

Whats worst then having no family?
having a broken family!

whats worst than having no girlfriend?
having a girlfriend that cheats on you!

Whats worst than being alone?
Being surrounded by losers who you simply can't stand the sight of

Whats worst than having no sex?
Doing it with a girl who think you are small and weak!

Whats worst than slogging at work and earning peanuts?
Not working and not earning anything not even peanuts and feeling damn useless!

Ultimately...Out of the few things i mention above...i qualify for almost all of them..thus...conclusion...my life needs to be end ASAP....unless an angel descend from the skies or maybe europe and save me! damn!

Marriage is like taking a life-long loans

I was waiting for bus at this busstop and i can't help but to notice this advertisment by our government....it seems like the economy indeed needs some more boosting...

Now you must be wondering what advertisment is that...well its none other than a ad encouraging singaporeans to get married...like encouraging people to take up loans....to boost investment....encourage marriage is also a kinda policy to boost the economy.

Why? simple...When people get married...cost is incurred..not for the government but for the individual that boost consumption...or increase consumption which is raise the income of the economy. And by encouraging people to get married the government won't even have to strain its budget deficit/surplus since its not spending...they are mainly encouraging marriage. so it indirectly rasie the autonomous income of the economy.

not only the consumption on material goods has increase but consumption on singapore only natural resources has increase...giving more marriage..the government will fully utilise its resources and if things goes well more resources will get create..i think you know what i mean.

Now you must be thinking...yes i get the fact about the boost in consumption and income blah blah blah...but whats the real link between marriage and loan...now its really simple.

Marriage is really like a lifelong loan that you have decided to take up. Just like taking up a real loan...it changes your life...regardless for the better or for the worst. It can make you richer...or for most of the time poorer.

And like all loans..it will gives you certain amount of happiness when you first recieve it. But subsequently every month you will have to pay the bills. In the begining when you first take it...you do have the confidence of paying the necessary payments...but as time goes by...interests starting to compound and you realise you are nowhere near repaying the full amount...well thats when you start to regret taking up this life-long loan in the first place.

I am talking payments not only in monetary terms...but includes time spend on bed, in the kitchen, in the bathroom, at the beach, cum, responsibilty, commitment and chores..regardless of whether you feel like it or not, you will have to make the necessary payments...there is no saying what will happen if you ever default on payments.

Well the only way to get out is to either DIE or well break the loan contract...which you will end up paying a huge amount of money for breaching the contract.

There are other reasons why people wanna get out of these lifelong loan, one of the common reason is...well you discover another loan that offers better returns at a lower interest rates. Now you get tempted by it outlook and packaging. Terms and conditions seems awefully attractive. The interest FIGURES are smaller than what you have at home. The terms states that its okie for you to take up TWO loan at one time and you do not have to make payments every now and then (at least not as much as the one you original have).

NOW now...with such tempting terms and conditions...you head start spinning and now you are wondering...maybe its time to either take up a secondary loan...or IF i really can't afford or don't wanna continue with the old loans...you will request for a terminate of contract which will incurred tons of effort in doing so and take up the other loan.

Normall people with this kinda reasons doesn't wait till the original loans are confirm terminated before they take up the second loan. It happen either before or while the loans are in the mids of being terminate.

However there are people who truly love their original loans...but by wanting to gain more they decided to take up a secondary loan and make payments to both simultanously. This well...i have no comments. Like most will say...GOD DIDN'T GIVE US 2 LEGS SO THAT WE CAN USE ONLY ONE..

of course i ain't saying i totally agree with the statement above as..there are other statements that can refute it...like for guys...YOU ONLY HAVE 1 SUASAGE, UNLESS YOU HAVE 2, STICK TO JUST ONE BUN. (BUN as in the thing that wraps around the suasage)

But i am not going to discuss about all these statement because thats not the whole point of this post. ok now i have touch only one reasons for why people opt to get a second loan...but don't stop here people....there are lots of reasons out there so think hard and do some self study and we will discuss it again next week. yeah right.